There are many things that I need to learn and overcome. The biggest being my fear of failure and self sabotage. I have always had a habit of losing weight and gaining because of restriction. I'd say I have an addiction to food and deprivation is the thorn in my side. Knowing that and being [...]
Hi everyone, this isn’t my traditional way of blogging, however I am in the process of replacing my computer. The dreadful computer issue complaint, *insert eye rolls*. It’s true I have a thick black line right down the middle right of my screen that is growing like a weed. I needed to post, I needed [...]
I never thought I would enjoy posting YouTube videos as much as I have. I think there is something to be said about those who are just starting out all others who have been posting for some time. I am literally posting content that I would find entertaining. I'm not tainted by opinions (good or [...]
I mentioned this once before and my friends have told me to do it. I refused, I dodged, I contemplated, I refused again....yet here we are. I actually did it. I posted a video on YouTube. A singular video and I have a bit of mixed feelings. Let's go through them!!! I'm anxious. I hate [...]
I began this year with a bang, with goals, with amazing intentions. I released my second novel in a series and it felt amazing. Shortly after, my emotions got the better of me and I loss the momentum of working on book 3. I'd completed the outline months ago, but despite that, I haven't gotten [...]
For those of you who don't know, I'm in the early stages of bariatric surgery. It's been a few weeks since my consultation and I have lost 17lbs on the pre-op diet so far. Ok everyone, here's the thing. I have a very strong mind when it is set on something. I know what it [...]
Beginning two days before my consultation appointment, I've been on a strict and specific diet. It's been 11 days (8 days of doing it correctly) and the 5th and 6th day were Hellishly awful. I was in pain from hunger, doubled over in the bed and wishing I could claw my insides out to rid [...]
Here's the update! I had my first appt for gastric surgery today. Let me start by saying, the drive was long, but well worth it (2.5hrs). I entered the facility and was the only one there. Three cheers for that. Last year may be gone, however we are still in this pandemic. Anyway, the woman [...]
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