In less than 12hrs I will be on the operating table, unconscious and embarking on a new life before my pretty eyes can flutter open. I've gone through so much to get to this point. For some, it still happened rather quickly, but I'd say it was about the average time for this process. I've [...]
There will come a point in which I will have to ask myself, "will I ever be healed enough for anyone?" I spent my days in isolation, lonely in my thoughts, tiptoeing around the uncomfortably thick air of which was you. Many had asked if I was sure you were the right one for me. [...]
When I was 5 I dreamt of becoming an astronaut princess. I imagined myself flying through the stratosphere because I thought it was the furthest point called space. My uniform would've been a shiny pink ballgown with a crown and scepter, one that could shoot lasers at any alien lifeforms I met. Once I saved [...]
It's official! I've begun my 2 week liquid diet required prior to surgery. It has been a long time coming and a long journey, but I'm nearing the end of the beginning. Lord hunny boo boo child!! Ok sorry, I had a moment. This whole process has been an emotional one. I felt excitement, disappointed, [...]
During my last weight-loss post, I was struggling with setbacks. I felt like things were spiraling, I was having trouble getting my CPAP to continue this journey...things felt like they were going around the toilet bowl so to speak. My emotions got the best of me and I did what I thought I was beyond, [...]
Today I've gotten to experience such kindness that you normally see during one season a year. Not only that, but I received some news that I've been waiting on for quite some time and only midway through the day. Let me start with what started this feeling of joy within me. I completed my morning [...]
So I've been writing short story series off and on for a while. Some are read, some aren't and who knows if it will be read in order. These stories I share for free, but I don't get a lot of traffic. I can toot my horn and rave about how entertaining the stories are [...]
There are many things that I need to learn and overcome. The biggest being my fear of failure and self sabotage. I have always had a habit of losing weight and gaining because of restriction. I'd say I have an addiction to food and deprivation is the thorn in my side. Knowing that and being [...]
