There are many things that I need to learn and overcome. The biggest being my fear of failure and self sabotage. I have always had a habit of losing weight and gaining because of restriction. I'd say I have an addiction to food and deprivation is the thorn in my side. Knowing that and being [...]
For those of you who don't know, I'm in the early stages of bariatric surgery. It's been a few weeks since my consultation and I have lost 17lbs on the pre-op diet so far. Ok everyone, here's the thing. I have a very strong mind when it is set on something. I know what it [...]
Here's the update! I had my first appt for gastric surgery today. Let me start by saying, the drive was long, but well worth it (2.5hrs). I entered the facility and was the only one there. Three cheers for that. Last year may be gone, however we are still in this pandemic. Anyway, the woman [...]
I mentioned once before that I was going to begin my journey with bariatric surgery. To my new followers, welcome. This is totally a thing that I'm excited and anxious about. The anxiety is regarding putting journey out there and being honest with who I am. It has been a long time coming (2 yrs [...]
My mind is the manifestation of the Tasmanian devil from Looney Toons. Or at least that is how I envision it. So many ideas, an abundance of stories, a desire to release it all and walk away for a bit of peace. I'd love to say that the many thoughts that I have keep me [...]
